...I think I've got them. It's a phrase taken from Holly Golightly. It's not really the blues...it's not really anger...it's something in between...maybe more of a frustration that you feel down. It's that itchy ick of not quite being able to place your finger on what's getting to you.
I think I'm not good at wanting to take risks anymore and I think a lot of that is because I'm not doing theater. I almost typed anymore...but that would make it seem like a forever thing and I would hate to think that.
Maybe I'm feeling sorry for myself and I really hate that.
The things that I'm really good at in my job seem to me to be the things that aren't really deemed important by the corporate powers...don't really seem to be valuable...or valued.
Feel like I'm the grunt.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
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