I'm Becoming...

...a broken record. It's all about work. Much evidenced as I look back at what I've written. I'm mad at myself for that.
My store manager is floundering right now. She's treading water...I can see it.  It's been about 18 months since she got promoted and about sixish months with the new DM. This upcoming month is her first real biggie month in control. There are days that the company expects the stores to be doing events. She is trying her best to get things set up...but...it doesn't seem to be gelling right now.
J was always about sales...which is what got her promoted. Managers have left her get away with bad behaviour. She was never really made to do anything other than sell.
I've been the ugly stepchild. Wasn't always...but became so.
I've always blamed it on myself...that I did something wrong.
Not true.
My problem is that I haven't trusted myself enough at work.

Tomorrow...

...in my wrinkly stage set overalls. Shit to get done...and I don't want to deal with our customers.